Tuesday, January 20, 2009

missing this kid right now

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.

Edna st. vincent millay


Leslie said...

If its not too painful what is the story behind this? If its personal I completely understand.

colesGodmommy said...

That is my best friend Phil...we met at church when we were 4 and were friends from that day forward! He committed suicide on November 15, 2004...it's been a hard road, some days are better than others, but we all know he's looking down on us and it feels pretty great to have a guardian angel in Heaven! He was a fantastic guy--just the funnest, most generous and loving guy you would ever meet!

It's actually not painful to talk about (but thank you for asking!)--it feels really good to talk about him...like I'm passing on his legacy and spirit to the people he never met :)

Leslie said...

I'm very sorry to hear that happened. Thats wonderful you are able to talk about him, that means he is still making a difference in your life.

colesGodmommy said...

Thank you very much Leslie! I really appreciate that! It's fun to share stories about him and it's nice to have a place to talk about him when I'm sad and missing him too :)