Have you ever seriously considered what life looks like through the eyes of a one year old? I spend so much time with Cole that I should never be surprised with how much fun we have...but today was just something completely different. I'm not sure I'll even be able to accurately describe it...words may not do justice to how much I treasured today...
Bridget asked Stef if she would mind watching Mady for a few hours while she had a meeting so instead of bringing Cole and having to watch him plus Mady with her cast, Stef asked if I wanted to watch Cole..which, of course, the answer is always yes. So anyways, today Cole and I got basically the whole day together. We went for a walk, we played outside forever...it was simply fantastic and fantastically simple. Maybe that's why today seemed so great to me...there was absolutely nothing out of the ordinary going on. It was just a regular day for Cole and luckily for me, I got to experience life through his eyes for 6 hours. How great is that?
Maybe it was finally experiencing the nice weather I'd heard so much about and being able to enjoy it (instead of hearing customers coming into work TELLING me how nice it was)...I mean, I've spent days with Cole before...what makes today so different? Maybe it had to do with the fact that I'm actively pursuing a nanny job...
Today completely reaffirmed my faith that being a nanny is what I want to do. Maybe I won't make "the big bucks". Maybe you don't consider it a real job. But am I going to have fun? Absolutely. Can I live on my own and be a nanny? Definitely. Will I be good at it? Without sounding conceited, I believe I will. The thing is there's always going to be people giving their own opinions. There's always going to be someone that says, "that's not good enough." "That's not a CAREER." "Get a real job." And I finally figured out, I have to do what I want to do...what makes me happy. No more picking a job because that's what I majored in. No more feeling bad because what I want to do doesn't fit with what other people want me to do. It's my life right? No one's got to live it but me...
By now I'm sure you're thinking "Umm....you got all that from spending one day with your nephew?" And the answer is yeah. I mean...maybe you don't understand it but that's ok. Maybe I dont' even understand it. All I know is that today was a day that can only be summed up with the word 'fantastic'.
Anyways, after my rambling, here's pictures and video from my day with Cole...your turn to see through his eyes =)
No commentary this time...just pictures!
Onto the videos...I think they speak for themselves... =)
Alright...I just couldn't handle leaving the blog on a negative note. Err...post I guess. I'm trying out this whole positive, good-karma thing...and I'm kind of curious to see if it works. I figure it's been, what, almost 5 months since I got home from school and started looking for a job? Ok well I guess I didn't start looking the SECOND I got home from school...I figured I had watching Joey and the christmas season to relax from a stressful semester at school. But I DID start looking mid-January so it's been at least a solid 3 months that I've been actively looking. Or getting interviews at REALLY crappy places! (Let me tell you...please be glad I did not have this blog when I interviewed at Endeaver...that would have been some really nasty karma!)
So anyways...I figure, let's try this whole "good things come to those who wait/good karma pays off" thing...maybe it'll work out! I guess we'll know in a couple weeks if I'm employed or not!
So to make up for my horribly negative/frustrated blog yesterday, I'm going to share some pictures from today. Stef came over with Cole to hang out with Grandma B and me...Cole stayed home with G-ma and Stef and I had some lovely sister time--shopped for Cole's bday party, did some grocery shopping, and who could forget, a trip to the bank (where the I-won't-call-them-gross tellers always seem to hit on me...I'm going to leave out the normal obligatory 'ew' and replace it with a "not my type" comment). After that we went home to have some lunch with mom and luckily (for me!) Cole fell asleep on his grandma so Stef and Cole HAD to stay for the afternoon! Anyways, I got some cute pics of Cole so I'm going to share..that's a nice thing to do right?!
This first pic shows how much food Cole likes to put in his hair during lunch...
Next just so happens to be my favorite picture of the day...Cole looks ridiculously handsome! (even WITH mashed potatoes all in his face!)
I know I know...even more eating pictures! But this one is a close up so you can REALLY see all the food stuck to his face! I just couldn't help but post it...
After lunch, I got all tuckered out and fell asleep on Grandma B!
Alright, I suppose I'm about finished! Hope you all (i.e. Stef) enjoyed the pictures! Here's to a brighter tomorrow! ;)
Alright it's been a minute since I last updated...well, many minutes but you get the idea. In case you were wondering, no updates=no job offers. Yet. And I'm starting to think ever. Now, if you seem to recall, the meeting at the nanny agency went "wonderfully"...and I was supposed to be so easy to place that I would have a family within a week, two tops. Uhhh....do you see me with a family yet? Now...I don't doubt that this nanny agency is "for real"...but I'm starting to have my doubts about how many families they're actually working with...I dunno. It's like I want them to be for real because I would LOVE to find a family through them but at the same time if they are for real, why is it taking so long? Sometimes when I call and leave messages asking that they return my call, they don't...then when I call back again and ask if they got my message, April (the office manager) goes "oh yeah, you checking in?" What I want to say is "No...generally the words 'Please call me back when you get this' would imply that I would like a phone call back." Or is that too much to ask for? Another example: Yesterday I called saying I needed to find something soon (i.e. within the next couple weeks). April goes "oh yeah! I totally understand!" and proceeds to give me some family names. I get the name of a family--both parents are doctors, they have a 4 month old--I get a phone call back from the mom today, she sounds excited, she wants to talk/meet. So I'm like awesome! Maybe something will work out...I get ahold of her after work and she says "So...the agency told you that we have a 4 month old?" "yes they did." "And they told you that we need someone to start July 1st?" "Hmm..must have left that part out." Apparantly "relatively soon" means 2 1/2 months away to April...do I have the right to be a little annoyed? Or am I just blowing things out of proportion? Ugh, I'm just starting to get frustrated...I thought I would have a family by now and at this point, I don't even have a good lead. Maybe send some good thoughts my way that SOMETHING comes around within the next week or so...I could really use some help here!
Ok...so maybe no one will find this as funny as I do...but that's okay...I think it's hilarious. Stefanie and I were talking to each other online today and Cole decided that he had a few things to say.
(Note: sstraka25 is, obviously, stefanie...which would make me the other one, lemonielynn) Oh...and Cole's contribution is bolded...that way you can easily see just how much he had to say...
LeMoNieLyNn: my headache was so bad last night i went to bed at 10:30, when was the last time i did THAT? sstraka25: I was in bed at 945 sstraka25: 1`~ sstraka25: that was your godson LeMoNieLyNn: oh good thing i didn't text you then...i almost did at 1030 to ask how lame i was LeMoNieLyNn: haha hi cole bear! sstraka25: azzazazazaZzz sstraka25 : zz sstraka25: z LeMoNieLyNn : aldfjafkjda;kgjaek;g LeMoNieLyNn: tell him that means auntie loves him sstraka25: ZASRWQA LeMoNieLyNn: lol sstraka25: 1``1 sstraka25: 1111`AZSsxsS LeMoNieLyNn: http://lifeprint.com/asl101/pages-signs/a/aunt.htm LeMoNieLyNn: do that when you talk to cole about me sstraka25: SZAsaaaaaaaaaaaAaazsas` sstraka25: ok LeMoNieLyNn: it's easy! sstraka25: i FORGOT TO LOOK IT UP sstraka25: aaaaaaaaaaaaasxas LeMoNieLyNn: lol sstraka25: thank you sstraka25: zzzzzzza1qqq111111111111111111111111111 LeMoNieLyNn: oh cole sstraka25: ssssssq sstraka25: ok annoyed yet? cause I am LeMoNieLyNn: lol sstraka25: HES HITTING BUTTONS WHILE WATCHING BLUES CLUES sstraka25: hahaha LeMoNieLyNn: does he keep hitting the caps lock or is that you? sstraka25: he does LeMoNieLyNn: lol
Notice that Stefanie and I continued talking throughout Cole's typing anyways...we're just that cool.
And to end on a completely fitting note:
LeMoNieLyNn: you're going to love my new blog entry sstraka25: I HAVE TO READ IT
I think the CAPS LOCK has Cole's name all over it...